The Dream Moment IV

 ( I don't get it ) it ends up that I was watching this scene on cinama screen  but the girl on the movie was me and the man was him . The picture was from far two island linked and the two person were _{kissing ..} surronded them a pretty soft flashlight. *clap**clap* I turned quickly to see a man was clapping and he looked satisfied ( I think he is the director ) now I was wondering was all these were acting? I were actress? since when? Anyway Hosoya hold my shoulder from behind by his right hand  and replied to the director  . all I remember we say goodbye .. the director ride his car and left us behind .

(Suddenly we were in the street now HOW? don't ask me) I was standing next to him . (in this dream I didn't see his face too much but I feel he is next to me ) then we start walking

He was satisfied about our acting .. and he said he enjoyed hugging me then kissing me back then . he was saying "sugoi" in Japanese in easy language XD I just got irritated ( I really can't remember how it feels it's as same nothing happen) the he put his arm around my shoulder he was happy. I just stopped him by looking at him with angry face wondering " do you do that to all girl you just met?" yes! I asked that because I  don't remember we were together before!

He looked at me in shock for a while , then he said if I was jealous . Jealous? from what? he didn't get my question . He saw me angry then he showed me his hand . I looked at it . there were 3 ice pop . he smiled and asked me to eat with him . I was wondering that's not good for his voice so I refused to eat . He doesn't want to eat only if I did . I refused badly he was so forceful  . " what's wrong with you?" he just want to cool me back from last anger . "Haa!?" this is the only word before I walk leaving him behind with his creepy ice pop . I was mad very mad . Then I found myself in our home street (How? don't ask me) I turned behind and saw him calling me " what's wrong let's go!"  he doesn't want to walk and stood in same place . So, I decided to go there . " What's wrong?"I asked . He raised his right arm and want me to hold his hand . I was confusing . then he said he won't walk only if I hold his hand . I just don't want to do . So, I held his wrist by my left hand and pulled him to walk . Then he start walking with me .

He was taller that's all I remember he was slow walking . I was who force him to walk by pulling his wrist . Then, I heard his breathe it was so close "what is he doing?" that's what on my mind . He stand too close until our cheek glued . I sized my eyes I feel my heart and blood were rushing so fast . I felt his cheek moved because he smirk . and start saying my face is so hot . I breathed so hard and he started rubbing my cheek by his . *some words missing I don't understand what he said there * I remember *I love you in Japanese*

I felt angry more then he answered to my question if he did  that to all woman or not . He relied not , only me . I couldn't hold back anymore and tried to release from him .Before it happened , he asked me how can he proved his love?   .    I said " you don't have to " ah let me kiss you more " I turned quickly and said "NO! " but he was so fast he change the position and grab my hand which I was grabbing his wrist, then he grab my wrist instead . I was fighting  back but his hand was so strong I couldn't moved my left hand    what about my right hand? it was free but I was holding  his T-shirt  because I lost my balance when he stood front of me suddenly I just said "it's ok you don't have to prove I .."  then , I saw his face getting closer to mine  I took a huge breath and tried pushing him . all I remember his right hand was so strong holding my left wrist ( I still can feel it ). Quickly he grabbed my free right hand and ask me to stop resisting . I have no more thing to fight back only my mouth repeating " no.." he was so forceful . I looked at his pretty eyes starring at my lip "p-please.." "shh.." I heard his  last deep breath while getting closer . We cut it quickly when we saw Kamen Rider wizard on TV screen and the kids were cheering the hero ! "ah?" both we said that ( but I was thankfully to this show  to help me ) , the I saw around me my sister and brother were watching too .and they asking what's that . Me and Hosoya answered (Kamen Rider Wizard)  with same tone . we looked at each other and laughed .At this moment I felt happy and relax then I look at my hand and I feel it he was holding me . Then the Tv changed into Ninja turtles (what the?) Then I couldn't feel his hand anymore . When I turned to see him ,he was already gone .. and left me with kids and my brothers .

Then, I woke up .