Hello everyone !
would you mind tell me how you are ? I hope everyone is doing well!!
I've missed you so so so so so much! I've missed talking English too much !! I've missed being in DA badly ! I want to be with you forever!
I didn't update my journal for months ! I'd love to do it now
I'm sorry to everyone! for not check your drawing , I did that but not that active . not reading journals and I don't enter DA at all since 25 Jan .
so , what happen recently to Kau chan ?
Recently , I'd love to tell you something before answering . Please be series in Studying . Why? because you won't lost as I do now ! you are student who still learning , and from your knowledge, you can have a great peace life in the future without confusing . I wish everyone the best!
Ok about me !I've got a new job , Kau chan is not working as teacher for half year ! O__O ..
My job is a designer for the part of charity University . it takes place outside my county . I use bus to go there . I spent almost 12 hours outside home , and when got home there will be 4 hours left to do reports and some design before sleeping ...
they just test me until 3 months to see if i could complete working there or they fired me
I just pray not ! I wish to complete !
in other side , I sign up for the master degree ! 7 days left from now until the experiment exam .. == I didn't study anything yet U________U
Recently , I'm confusing between work to another works .. I can't draw until I feel comfortable from what I'm doing in my life ! U_____U
I risk my life to have this job , I paid all I've got to get there .. I really wish they won't fired me ! U___U .. that why I want to complete studying to save my future at least if I didn't accept in that new job!
*sigh* look how I'm confusing ..I really don't want anyone to be like this !!
I'm sorry for all requests , I will try to make hen I've got time
I'd love to come here before leaving again ! I will try to visit regularly , Don't worry ! I don't push myself really !! I can't leave this place suddenly ! you are my inspiration ! if I left , I wouldn't have any motivations without you ! !
Well , I won't waste your time ! I hope you are doing well!
Have a nice day
------------------------------------- Kauthar: *sigh*
Shiraishi : ho~ calling my name?
Kauthar: um.. I .. I mean ah ..
Shirashi : you've missed me right?
Kauthar: N-NO! ah..
Shiraishi: stop lying at yourself everyone knows your feeling
Kauthar: I wish ..
Shiraishi : they already know the feeling between us
Kauthar: us? HEEEEEEEEEE!! Who said that!!
Shiraishi : Meee!!
Kauthar : NOthing BewtwEEN US! *they running again*
Shiraishi : Ah Ecstasy ! No speed no life !!
Kauthar: I hate more!!
Shiraishi : this is the most lovely word I've got this year from you !
Kenya: My words U______U
sorry to mumbling again ^^